Two more awards *yayy =)

For ^ Thank you so much sulagna di =)

I pass this award to dido,shri,ambika,akshat,pramoda,anoop.

For ^ thank you so much dido =)

I pass this award to shri,sulagna di,pramoda,anoop,ambika,akshat

second award *yayy

Thank you so much shri =)

I pass this award to ambika,akshat,dido,sulagna,aritra and anoop =)

&

This one is for shri  =)

Move on

Walking through empty streets,

Her heart began to fill with silent screams,

She tried to look back to call upon someone,

"Don't look back" her wisdom suddenly answered.

Her mind started loosing control,

Surrounded by the haunting loneliness,

Her tears were eager to flow,

"No more tears" her faith reminded.

Withered with thirst and tired,

Not knowing which way to turn,

She paused and closed her eyes,

She remembered her mother's lullaby,

Her growing up,

Her bruised knees and tears she shed,

Mixed with the beautiful times she had.

 The world is out there,

She must try to conquer her fear,

Life is like a circle

She ought to get around it,

She thought.

She opened her eyes again,

Feeling empty,lost and drained,

"Move on" gently her inner voice whispered,

The visions blurred and voices faded,

She looked ahead and moved.

Dumb-diddle-dum

I have been tagged again by shri.thanks again :)

Lets check how dumb i am o.O lol

The more [x]’ s the “dumber” i am.o.O

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking


[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking


[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door


[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle


[x ] You have thought of something funny while walking by yourself


[ ] Laughed, then watched people give you weird looks


So far: 1


[ ] You have run into a tree/bush.


[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow


[ ] You have tried to lick your elbow… a few times


[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little star have the same rhythm.


[] You just tried to sing them.


So far: 2


[x ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.


[ ] You have choked on your own spit .


[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.


[ ] You’ve never seen the Matrix.


[ ] You type only with two fingers.


So far: 3


[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire

[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.


[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.


[ ] You have fallen asleep in class and fell outta your chair


So far: 4


[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking


[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about


[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you


[ ] You are often told to use your “inside voice”.


[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math


So far: 5


[ ] You have eaten a bug


[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important


[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it


[ ] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand


[ ] You have ran around naked in your house.


So far: 6


[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t.


[x] You break a lot of things.


[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you.


[ ] You tilt your head when you’re confused


[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before



So far: 7


[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling or wall


[ ] The word “ummmmm” is used many times a day.



Total 6 out of 37.

6/37 * 100 =16.2 % lol  =P

I pass this tag to : aritra,dido,anoop,ambika,akshat

Another Tag *yayy xD

I have been tagged by shri,though its the same as the previous one was,but i would like to take it up,thanks shri  =)
RULES: Respond and rework – answer these questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own, and add one more question to the list. Then tag eight or ten other new set of people.


1. What is your current obsession? collecting watches


2. What are you wearing today? black top and capry


3. What’s for dinner? Dal makhni,rice and chapati's *yum*


4. What’s the last thing you bought? medicine *urgh*


5. What are you listening to right now?  shukran allah from kurbaan movie


6. What do you think about the person who tagged you? Impressive writer,don't know much about her but on observing her posts she seems to be really good person. :)

7. Which was the latest movie you saw and what was your review? Saw namaste london yesterday,its one of my favorie =D


8. What are your must-have pieces for summer? sunscreen lotion =D


9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? um dalhousie xD


10. Which language do you want to learn? french


11. What’s your favorite quote? "Everything happens for a reason"



12. Who do you want to meet right now? quite a long list =D


13. What is your favorite color? white


14. What would you do if you would be made the President of USA ? will probably order to shoot all the politicians =P 


15. What is your biggest desire?to get the stability =) 


16. What’s your favorite magazine? I don't read magazines =P



17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on? shopping..long list =D


18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas? Too much Bling looks tacky.



19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon? amitabh,he should sit back and rest at home =D


20. What kind of haircut do you prefer? Long Hairs


21. What are you going to do after this? um might listen to some good music,and get back to books..


22. Who is your favorite sport star? Sania used to be one,none these days..


23. What are three cosmetic/makeup/perfume products that you can't live without? nothing...i dont use these stuffs


24. What inspires you? my inner voice.


25. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?Listen to songs...That helps ..seriously...


26. What does your friends call you most commonly?commonly shona and sona,i wonder why they call me so o.O

27. Would you prefer coffee or tea? coffee and only coffee xD


28. the place you like the most in your house?my room..



29. What is the meaning of your name? who has the ability to hear through eyes


30. Which other blogs do you love visiting?keep reading the updates of the ones which i am following =)


31. Favorite Dessert/Sweet? Ice cream *yum*


32. Favorite Season? Winter...and rainy


33. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me? omlette or macroni you'll get with ease =)


34. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you? i am bad at it,i just avoid talking to them


35. What are you afraid of the most? fire and loosing my close ones.


36. What do you love most about yourself? self praising isn't good for health lol =P


37. What's that one thing you want to remove from this world? Politicians =P


38. Who is your favorite celebrity? um none as such =P

39.whats your  favorite idea of bunking boring lectures? =P
I pass this tag to : ambika,akshat,dido,aritra,ravindra,anoop..

Shattered..

The fear of self destruction is eating me inside,

I don't want to retrace my steps even for a while,

All i know is now i am all alone,

Sitting here i wonder what do i truly long for in this life.

Sadness is not what i carry along all time,

But at times its inevitable even if we don't commit a crime,

Things gets a lot better after misery somewhere i know,

But will it happen for me too i really wanna know.

Drenched in melancholy,

I fail to understand my own identity,

I try to look for way to escape,

But all i left with shattered pieces of mine.

The torn pages of hope,

The thirst of being fine,

The dim rays of light,

None seems to be in sight.

 

The night tale

 

The sun sets leading the way for night,

The moon overshadows the darkness with its bright light,

The aroma of calmness brings inevitable joy,

The sound of silence makes urge to fly.

An aura of encouragement surrounds,

The pearl like stars flashes bright smiles,

Some meaningless thoughts preoccupy my mind,

I ponder over the theory behind high tide.

Someone peep from deep inside,

It whisper something i really can't decide,

I try to look for it,

But i only end up with deep sigh.

An odd vision trigger my eyes,

Its so blurr that i wonder how life changes it color,

Lost in understanding this weird game,

The moon disappears leading the way for sun to shine.

In the world of lies..

Hide the tangled webs within,

Because no one will ever like to listen,

Dare to live another day with smile,

If happiness doesn't stay with you even for a while.

You have learned a lot from your dumb mistakes,

Don't give  yourself a chance to repeat them again,

Even if the sorrow consumes you from inside,

Hide the pain behind the mask called life.

There is always a world beyond despair,

May be not now but someday you will be there,

Weave out the way to soothing season through the winter,

Nothing is impossible when hope doesn't surrender.

Search the sanity  lighting a candle,

Get the courage to fight for better day,

Don't drown  in ocean of instability,

Wishing each day to be the last day.

Don't let the past bother you,

If wishes were reality,

Every one would have lived happily,

No zeal remained no season faded.

 

miss you..

Here i am sitting blank,
I look at the cards,
I look at the gifts,
Then i look around to search you with moist eyes.

The never ending talks we used to had,
The silly,cute and touching texts we used to sent,
The stupid fights we had,
The sweetest and hilarious consolations we gave,
All this brings a smile with sigh on my face.
We ain't lovers,
We ain't enemies,
We are the best friends forever,
The strongest relationship we share.
I can't describe how much i miss you,
May you get best of everything,
Smiles and happiness become your best companion,
Thats all what i wish for you.
My trust upon you,
The promise to stand by you forever,
Care,love and understanding,
Is what i can give you,
I only know how much i miss you.

Worn out feelings

Where have all of the time been?
The time she lived.
Where have all of the memories gone?
The memories which she was supposed to cherish till end.
She walks the same streets now,
But why everything seems to be changed?
Through the corner of her bright smile,
why the urges springs to break the silence of time?
It seems she is searching something badly,
But why she herself couldn't understand what she is missing?
She is connected to the ecstatic world,
But why it seems she wanders on darkest highway?
She seem to bear the hollowness with ease,
But why no one cares to colour her world with the fresh breeze?

Thats what friends are for..

It was a lovely day,the drops of rain were continously touching the window pane.the aroma of fresh breeze was filling heart and soul of tehzeeb with new dreams and hopes.her spirits were high,she was dancing without music,the sweetness of weather provided the soothing melody.suddenly her cell phone rang up,she picked it up.the voice was jovial,it was her best friend heena.

Heena : hullo

Tehzeeb :  hey bitch =P

Heena : you can never change *laugh* how're you doing? ;)

Tehzeeb : no never! *laugh* m doing great,how about you?

Heena : truly rocking like always ;)

Tehzeeb : ooh rockstar eh? =P hey btw did you watch rock on?the new show on mtv

Heena : nopes!powercut mahn!i feel like shooting the power suppliers,they should be called at one place and then shooted at once *laugh*

Tehzeeb :*laugh* oh please have some mercy on them,it would seem like jalliahwala bagh part-2 =P 

Heena : alright!mercy granted,go and announce that heena khan has granted another life to power suppliers and they can party now  xD *laugh*

Tehzeeb : yea sure sure!you'll go to heaven haan,their families will surely pray for you =P *laugh*

Heena : lol yeap.

Tehzeeb : hmph,what happened?

Heena : nothing,nothing at all,why?

Tehzeeb : whom are you fooling dude?speak up?tell na what happened?

Heena : arre what made you think that something has happened?seriously nothing is there..

Tehzeeb : cool!means you'll be telling afterwards,isn't it?

Heena : *finally broke into tears* how did you get to know?i tried my best to veil it up with laughs?do you know any trick?i mean you never go wrong in predicting my mood?even on text you catch it with ease?how?

Tehzeeb : hmph..dunno dude,i just get it.what happened anyway,don't change the topic now.else i'll paint your hidden wings with purple lolx

Heena : series of incidences,i'll text you after sometime.i am getting late for friends birthday party for now.talk to you in night buddy.

Tehzeeb-okay,but do enjoy the party,and  don't drink vodka in excess and dance like lunatic jerk like the way you did in amrita's party last year *laugh* and yea,cheer up,do puke out whatever is bothering you,we'll burn it up by moulding it in comic scene xD

Heena-yup,for sure *laugh* .i am relaxed now.thanks a tonne for great understanding you shower upon me.love you :)

Tehzeeb - aw thats what friends are for buddy , love you too .. now go for party na,have fun,love you too  xD

Heena-bye .. see ya :)

Be thoughtful..

Be gentle with gentle,

Be tough with tough,

Have faith in yourself when life let you down,

because its the test of fire which makes the steel spark.

Scoff at cynics,

Beware of too much sweetness,

Have the courage to be impatient,

Have the patience to be brave.

Know that all are not true,

Live with no regrets,

laugh the loudest when you are sad,

Cry when its irresistible because there's no shame in tears.

Put the price on brain for highest bidders,

Never put a price on your heart and soul,

Listen to everyone,

Filter all you hear on the truth screen.

Shut the entry for crap about you through the ears,

Love those who loves you,

Don't ponder much on those who hates you,

Life is full of surprises,

Treasure the good times and learn from the worst

Sonnet

The mad sea reared up and played,

The heavens drained off the blue sky,

The fishes went into the deep,

The universe literally cried

When the tempest announced the war against peace.

women,men, and children were burnt and killed,

The wounded souls can never be healed,

The chaos sucked every tinch of calmness,

When the humanity began to vanish.
The brotherhood has almost disappeared,
The culprits rules because of cheap games,
The others struggle around the same bait,
The nature gently weeps,
The heaven-like-earth truly doesn't exist. 


P.S.-The news channels are oftenly filled with tonnes of crime related news.the communal fights,the racism,countries planning war against another country,people harming people,everybody going crazy! =/

Get a gun and shoot me please

Get a gun and shoot me please,

Burn my body so that my soul can rest in peace.

Get a gun and shoot me please,

Oh don't worry about my family they won't be displeased,

Get a gun and shoot me please,

do say my sorry to them for being a blacksheep

Get a gun and shoot me please,

oh don't think about my friends they will only get surprised,

Get a gun and shoot me please,

Tell them to stay happy because i couldn't give them enough smiles.

Get a gun and shoot me please,

Oh don't think about my pain at all,

Get a gun and shoot me please,

I've become emotionless and can bear it with ease.

Get a gun and shoot me please,

I am pleading because suicide counts in sins,

Get a gun and shoot me please,

Burn my body so that my soul can rest in peace.

P.s-this was written in one of the terrible mood. =P

I've been tagged

I've been tagged by dido.thank you so much  :)

 1.What is your current obsession ?
collecting watches xD

2. What are you wearing today?
blue jeans and white top

3. What’s for dinner?
no idea!

4. What’s the last thing you bought?
a pair of converse(yesterday)

5. What are you listening to right now?
affirmation-savage garden

6. What do you think about the person who tagged you?
um seem to be a nice person :) and our answers are quite simliar xD

7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?

an island.

8. What are your must-have pieces for summer?
Sunscreen ofcourse .

9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
mussoorie

10. Which language do you want to learn?
french

11. What’s your favourite quote?
"Everything happens for a reason"

12. Who do you want to meet right now?
My best friends.

13. What is your favourite colour?
white

14. What you like the most in gifts?

teddy bears and cards

15. What is your dream job?
Anything related to Music.

16. What’s your favourite magazine?
I don't read magazines =P

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?
Clothes =P

18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas?
Too much Bling looks tacky.

19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon?
Amitabh Bachhan.. i dont think he's stylish.!

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer?
Long layers ..

21. What are you going to do after this?
will study for the test =(

22. What are your favourite movies?
many..

23. the place you like the most in your house?

My room

24. how will you define friendship in a word?

Pure.

25. Give three words to describe the person who has tagged you?

1)sweet , 2)creative , 3)stranger xD

26. What do you do when you “have nothing to wear” (even though your closet’s packed)?
I'l wear anything thats available in my room.. i mean clothes..

27. Coffee or tea?
Coffee !

28. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
Listen to songs...That helps ..seriously...

29. What is the meaning of your name?
the person who has the ability to hear through eyes o_O

30. Which other blogs do you love visiting?
i keep searching for blogs to visit.but mostly visit ambika's and anoop's blog.

31. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
I scream you scream we all scream for ice cream =P

32. Favorite Season ?
winter and rainy

33. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me?
macroni,pizza or Omlette .. lol

34. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?
I'm too bad at this. But i just avoid talking to them and they get the msg.

35. What are you afraid of the most?
fire

36.Is it possible to be in love with two persons simultaneously?
NO

37.Life without Music/Dance is?

colourless

 38.Give one word to describe life?

Rules for those who are tagged:Respond and rework – answer these questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own, and add one more question to the list.

i pass this tag to ambika and anoop