May be deep inside she just want to be alone

The music was aloud and the room was filled with the high spirits , everyone was dancing on the floor enjoying the ample amount of smoke and alcohol.The wall was filled with colorful hand prints of the youngsters.There were little blue and red lights, making a mysteriously bright atmosphere.It wasn't like kim was there for the first time.In fact it was something which was now a part of her life,The one thing that completed her day.But today wasn't one among those days when she was in mood to party,dancing has always been her passion though.Million stories in seven days.plethora of  things  were going into her grain sized brain.Despite of numerous attempts to settle down in the surrounding ,she faced continuous failures.She sneaked out from there and started  to walk slowly on the city street,after a while without giving any second thought she sat on the side of road trying to collect her scattered thoughts at one place,taking control from filthy chit chatter and sack a shit people. This is she  trying to take back control of her life once again but may be deep inside she just want to be alone this time.