Trying to run with the bleeding feet,
Not knowing how life is going to be,
Its hard to keep up the faith,
May be cause already experienced what the worst looks like.
Standing in the mid way now,
With vision so blurred,
Even though its been six months,
Not even a single day went without missing you.
The whole scenario still dance around in front of eyes,
The flash of terrible day never steps back in haunting again n again.
With a lump in throat,
If at times get caught while thinking of you,
With wet eyes and faded smile,
I stupidly try to hide it all.
I know its too late to let you know,
You are the best father one could ever have,
I know its too late to apologize,
For being the worst daughter.

.

 

Miracle happens,

They say.

Its just a shadow passing the realm of hell,

I say.

Its a long road ahead,
The eyes still has the same charisma it had during the childhood,
They are still eager to explore the world beyond the boundaries,
There is a little fear of losing myself  though,
But then after an hour i realized that  I am already lost anyway,
Because life is all about finding yourself.
The sparkles again envelopes my life once more,
Million questions,thousands of masks to wear,
Some bitter phases dying to meet,
Some beautiful memories may blossom in between,
May be such is the way of journey called life,
May be that is what we are left with at the end.
Unexplained silence carry the soul to the ninth cloud sometimes,
It helps in recharging the faith,
Yes its an unexplained fact too,
Its echo has infinite strength,
It takes away the pain,
Like the fallen leaves are taken away by wind,
After all it has the power undefined.

Everything ends in a stroke of time,
Nothing remains the same nothing rhymes,
The bitter symphony,
That's what life is.
Behind the spotlights,
Its all beautiful,
When collapse into reality,
Dear check out its worst mood.
Living is dangerous,
Survival is painful,
Die with me tonight,
Bid the demons a sweet goodbye.
Hazed with smoke of sorrow and cries,
The ridiculous chapters ruin it all,
Heartless would survive the struggle,
And the weaker would die with me tonight.

Silence and pain hiding the words,
Mixed with the bitterness among the millions unspoken tales,
Some secrets unveiled,
Some tears so beautifully unplanned,
Appearing so strong outside,
Its the fragile soul screaming inside,
Colors merged into black and white,
Time Soaking down the sadness seeming so infinite,
Somewhere i would rather stay alone,
Leaving here my so-called clone,
Slowly i sing the song you taught,

"When everything starts crashing,
Search for an unseen way,
To make those colors last,
To keep the sparkles alive within yourself,
And when every bit of hope starts a fight,
Rise up again,
Dominating the pain,
To wash the silly memories,
To make it all right again."