The fear of self destruction is eating me inside,
I don't want to retrace my steps even for a while,
All i know is now i am all alone,
Sitting here i wonder what do i truly long for in this life.
Sadness is not what i carry along all time,
But at times its inevitable even if we don't commit a crime,
Things gets a lot better after misery somewhere i know,
But will it happen for me too i really wanna know.
Drenched in melancholy,
I fail to understand my own identity,
I try to look for way to escape,
But all i left with shattered pieces of mine.
The torn pages of hope,
The thirst of being fine,
The dim rays of light,
None seems to be in sight.